so, i met one of my bestfriends.. kinda .. sorta, maybe boyfriend? he's lovley, and im so fucking happy for her :}
I'm not with andy anymore, and I'm glad tbh.. there was nothing there, just bugs me.. the reason he broke up with me.. its horrible to say.. but he ment.. nothing to me? and im now not with him.. because im not a christian. fuck him :}  i can't stop thinking about chris. And its ridiculous. So.. whenever he's next online..I'm going to tell him, that i have deleted him.. off my stuff. LOL IF I CRY :\|    .. mm.  haven't writen on this for like.. donkey years.. i just.. i find it such effort lately.
sorry.

andy, my boyfriends away for 3 weeks. and it sucks. i don't like it.. and my phones being .. a lesbian and won't send him texts. thanks, friday 13th.  gayassed.. donkey shit ;(
I'm seeing chirs later.. he wants to talk.. if its awkward.. i might cry -.-
BLAAAAAAAAH.

life is wonderful :'}
.. kinda.         but i cant be btohered to type why. so i'maa just speak to msyelf in my head for a while :'}

SERIOUSLY. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD. I DON'T WAN TO CARE ANYMORE. GO AWAY. GO AWAY. GO AWAY. I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT YOU, IT .. WHATEVER AFUCKING BOUT YOU ANYMORE :/ !?




on the bright side, saw brady today :/